I am dreading the second i woke up to go to work. Last time i checked, that's considered as one of the signs i should change my job. I'm not happy with my life. Wake up, go to work, being useless at work, go home, hoping that a disaster like a zombie apocalypse will happen so that i don't have to go again tomorrow. Dealing with people especially Japanese people is hard. You will never know how they are really feeling atm. Who knows outside they are all smiling but on the inside, they will be like [ god, why are u so stupid? Please for the sake of the world, go n jump off a building to end your generation now] .
Other people are like : oh 7 pm, still got lots more to do, overtime it is
Me: *counting the time using the clock on the desktop while having a serious look on my face, pretending to read a difficulf document.
Other people: solving problems, replying to other people, browse online to get ideas
Me: typing on google "signs i should quit my job", "i am too tired to give a fuck" "signs of depression" "when a zombie apocalypse will happen" and other irrelevant stuffs.
Urgh. Very matured. Yep. Sometimes I can't even understand what they are talking. It's like they talking in another language. I know I make grammar mistakes a lot when i write but i'm quite confident in my hearing and reading. The best part is they are not even talking or writing in Japanese, it's English. I once spend almost half a day trying to decipher what they are talking about.
And writing about something that someone else thought of is for me, blatantly speaking, quite dumb. How am I supposed to know exactly what other people think and then write it in a document which in first place is written by other person ??i'm sorry, maybe i missed it when agreeing to do this job, does it requires ESP or pyschic powers?
Guys, if u have something that u are not satisfied of atm, comment below. Lets all take a moment to let it all out. Or you could just enjoy reading my long journal and think, "god, such a whiner"
Anyway, i hope u have a happy day today~~