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I just wanted to say thanks for all the wonderful support and advicesTvT i'm glad that i have friends to turn to in dA. You guys are the best

Right now it's still a little blurry for me about what i want to be doing for the rest of my life. So while I'm doing my current job, i'll try to do other things that interest me. Unless i got fired or something. Lol. I already got something in mind that i wanted to do. It's something that I have once wanted to do and i even almost got into a university that offers the course but since it's my second choice, i had to reject it and got into my first choice of university. The only reason why i wanted to get into the first choice university is because it's beautiful. Pretty shallow and stupid huh? Then i kinda forgot about what i actually wanted to do. So i'll try my best and wish me luck!!!!

P.s i'm not gonna say what. I'll say it only when everything goes smoothly as plan. But let's just say I have to open that Java script book again and buy Adobe softwares. God i already forgot everything about Java.
to be honest, i'm scared. scared of how the people that i used to know have changed a lot except my own self. i just opened my facebook account after such a long time abandoning it and read some of my used-to-be friends statuses, all about people getting married and having successful careers. it makes me wonder what am i doing with myself right now. as time goes by, people will change but i don't think i have changed at all. i'm just the same person as when i was 18, still watching animes, lonely, have no life or friends, being socially awkward and all. and it makes me scared. what if i will stay the same when i reach 30 or something?

while other people are busy planning their own family, i am busy planning what to draw next or watch some videos on youtube. that thought scared me suddenly. before i was like " screw marriage! i just need to adopt a child and raise him/her like my own" , yup, i already have that in mind, me and my future kid, living in a small house or mansion with a pet cat. 

i know that if i want my life to change course, i need to do something but i don't think i'm able to and where i should start from. i'm feeling so helpless atm. help. 
first, sorry for not being able to reply to many comments and questions n also replying late to some of the messages sent to my inbox TvT i read all of the comments and sometimes i don't know what to reply due to my socially awkward self...so sorry about that TvT i just want you to know that i really appreciate all of the comments and i just can't thank you enough for all the supports that i get. i still have lots to improve and i know that my skills are not that great but to have someone who likes my drawings and said they are fans is just so overwhelming. a few years before, i would never imagine that i have watchers or followers who would like my drawings. i've said this so many times before, thank you very, very much.

if you have any question regarding art, Japan or anything, please do comment down below. or if you need any help, i'll try my best to help out.
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I am dreading the second i woke up to go to work. Last time i checked, that's considered as one of the signs i should change my job. I'm not happy with my life. Wake up, go to work, being useless at work, go home, hoping that a disaster like a zombie apocalypse will happen so that i don't have to go again tomorrow. Dealing with people especially Japanese people is hard. You will never know how they are really feeling atm. Who knows outside they are all smiling but on the inside, they will be like [ god, why are u so stupid? Please for the sake of the world, go n jump off a building to end your generation now] .

Other people are like : oh 7 pm, still got lots more to do, overtime it is
Me: *counting the time using the clock on the desktop while having a serious look on my face, pretending to read a difficulf document.

Other people: solving problems, replying to other people, browse online to get ideas
Me: typing on google "signs i should quit my job", "i am too tired to give a fuck" "signs of depression" "when a zombie apocalypse will happen" and other irrelevant stuffs.

Urgh. Very matured. Yep. Sometimes I can't even understand what they are talking. It's like they talking in another language. I know I make grammar mistakes a lot when i write but i'm quite confident in my hearing and reading. The best part is they are not even talking or writing in Japanese, it's English. I once spend almost half a day trying to decipher what they are talking about.

And writing about something that someone else thought of is for me, blatantly speaking, quite dumb. How am I supposed to know exactly what other people think and then write it in a document which in first place is written by other person ??i'm sorry, maybe i missed it when agreeing to do this job, does it requires ESP or pyschic powers?

Guys, if u have something that u are not satisfied of atm, comment below. Lets all take a moment to let it all out. Or you could just enjoy reading my long journal and think, "god, such a whiner"

Anyway, i hope u have a happy day today~~

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I just wanted to say thanks for all the wonderful support and advicesTvT i'm glad that i have friends to turn to in dA. You guys are the best

Right now it's still a little blurry for me about what i want to be doing for the rest of my life. So while I'm doing my current job, i'll try to do other things that interest me. Unless i got fired or something. Lol. I already got something in mind that i wanted to do. It's something that I have once wanted to do and i even almost got into a university that offers the course but since it's my second choice, i had to reject it and got into my first choice of university. The only reason why i wanted to get into the first choice university is because it's beautiful. Pretty shallow and stupid huh? Then i kinda forgot about what i actually wanted to do. So i'll try my best and wish me luck!!!!

P.s i'm not gonna say what. I'll say it only when everything goes smoothly as plan. But let's just say I have to open that Java script book again and buy Adobe softwares. God i already forgot everything about Java.

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:icondrawinglama:
Drawinglama Featured By Owner 4 days ago  New member
Do you have Instagram? ;u;
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princeofdraw Featured By Owner Feb 23, 2015  New member Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hi im a big fan of you and your art! I found you on instagram a time ago, and finally found you on deviantart :)
You're my inspiration and i hope i can become as good as you one time! 
Just wanted to say that ^^ 
have a nice day ~
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iLoveAnimecx Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Omg!!<3
Your artworks are absouletly beautiful!<3 I'm in love with the way you color<3! It's so soft and smooth! *O*
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SakuraTora12 Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2015
I've been one of your watchers for a while and I just wanted to say that your style is absolutely beautiful and I hope to be able to develop a style similar to yours one day:3
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thumbelin0811 Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2015
awww thank you very muchHappy Happy..Onion
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MisakiAyuzawa6277 Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2015
Wow thank you so much that you faved my journal entry! I really love your art it's amazing!!!
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Shodaimesergio7 Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2015  New member Hobbyist
I like your gallery, especially the final fantasy characters. Your style is impressive.
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vykalightning Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Awesome!!
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HappyHoshi0 Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2015  New member Hobbyist Traditional Artist
La la la la You're art is amazing. Really love the style!
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RavishingCherry0 Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2015  New member Hobbyist Traditional Artist
your art is inspiring! I love it so much!
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